How did I fall in love with you

RalfHuang

I just deactivated my facebook account a minute ago. It was she who made me create this account because she's very active on facebook. And I wanted to know her. But after I went to her page that I found she'd already got a boyfriend and she posted a lot of pictures showing their happiness.
  I should have kept my heart frozen like the passed 4 years. But I didn't. I couldn't help falling in love with her. I never told her that I like her. I'm just such a ordinary guy, not handsome, not tall, not strong, not humorous,not funny,not rich, not suitable for. Human is such an animal that even if you knew you couldn't get something but you still tried.
  All I did was being good to her. I helped her on our practicals when she was afraid to dissect a cockroach. I collected the data that we had to collect from the cemetery for her. I did......I knew, I was a good friend but never meant to be anyone else.
  After Tuesday's prac I asked her if that was the last time I saw her, because I knew she would go to Mel next semester to live with her boyfriend. However she told me that she would see today just as usual at same the lecture we have. Maybe I misunderstood her. Maybe she did see me today, but I didn't see her.
  I knew that I would never see her again. She even didn't care much about me. There were many times that I sent a message to her she replied me the next day keeping saying sorry for that but I never complained about that because I knew she was busy talking to her boyfriend on the phone.
  So what would I be so sad. I'm not sad. I just realized that I was playing a game that there was no one to play against and I would always be the loser. I think all I have to do is to froze this heart again and never let it defrost.

鸟语...........................

OMG...

wake up,,,smart boy....she's just not that into u...just a friend...even not that special as you thought...

love is just a game and no one is the winner...